Tuesday, May 27, 2014

Immortality

Beckoned by mortal whispers of reality
itching beneath skin,
they come.

The line of cars stretching through
echoes countless funeral processions
already paraded by.

One last trick to be played, murmur the dead.

The joke’s on us.

Not the right type of day for grave-yard thoughts, though;
Technicolor gloss over our eyes
make it hard to think about the            under the viridescent grass.
    death-web

Our beloved mother, our dearest father.
Clichés exist for a reason--
we know not what else to say.

They stand and gaze,
(it’s what’s expected?)
force grave thoughts through their brain,
(mortality and what not and how swift life goes)
switch from right foot to left,
(a coffin jig)
mumble sentiments and emotions and regret
(but mostly just relief).

Faded flowers tossed,
replaced by those intent on distracting death:
to remind him,
keep him content with his grave-yard trophy room.
They’re not ready for him to come hunting once more.

They pay their dues and leave.
Bone fingers sneak from the ground cracks,
scrape their thoughts,
leave only a scratch—
outside the stone wall lies imminent immortality.

And when they themselves are dead and buried,
they will be resurrected
for but a brief grave visit
by those carrying the immortality the dead themselves
used to have.

But the dead memories will be tossed back into the coffin quickly enough,
covered up with dirt and happier thoughts,
for the stench of death that clings to them is
too heavy
too distressing
too real

to be given much thought by those juicing the freshness from life.

Friday, May 2, 2014

Butchered

The silent snickers catch up to him,
leave him red in the cheeks and puffing like a marathon runner
except
he isn’t racing,
only running the gauntlet:
                                        the gauntlet where we beat him
                                        till he leaks perfection
                                        and addle his wits till his humiliation
                                        is made complete.

Each line a struggle,
each word a finger clinging on poetry’s edge.
Climbing uphill--
                                    and sliding,
                                                       and sliding,
                                    again.

We doubt he will make it.
Another victim of in-class poetry recitations,
we hum to our neighbors
and take bets as to how long he’ll labor.

Slip your smiles into your pockets (dutifully)!
Listen (politely), but with expressions too earnest
to be real
to disguise that we aren’t listening because--
it’s funny.

But our laughter melts,
turns to sympathy (if it were you?) and pity (poor lonely soul) and

--wait a few more minutes--

disgust.

Who is he to take so long to be so selfish to make us wait?

Stop. Cease. Fin.

Please?
We can’t bear to pour our sympathy into your hands much longer.
You stretch us
too                                                                               thin.
The audience—we grow weary. Bored.
The monotony of your voice
drones,
swaying ever so slightly when you reach an exciting bit
--or one you remember--
like a breeze shook off words from your tongue.

You are grateful for each painstaking word you can muster.
Your audience wishes you
done.

How can Teacher smile, nod, complacent and kind?
Hum low tones in her throat when the poem gets good
--that is--
when you remember the poem.

It does not end and you do not end and I will end—

Relief. Thank God. The air is soaked and silent with it until

                                     applause!

Thunderous applause.
Not for you,
or your attempt,
but for the relief that floods
to wash us in release.

The poem has slipped from the room already.
Poor precious poem that deserved better than you to show-case it to the world.


We do not applaud for you.